I do believe this means vistory for me and Rube, does it not? Fuck yes it does. Well, it wasn’t really so much a victory for me as it was for Rube. But I got mentioned by name, and I don’t see Rubey getting mentioned, now, do you?

Heh.

Been thinking lately. Which is never a good thing. Cuz, you know, I’m pretty much insane. Been thinking about whether I should that things can be taken at face value, or if everything is bullshit. I’ve come to decide that everything is bullshit, just different layers and levels to it. Because to have something without bullshit would be perfection. There is no such thing as perfection, perfection is endless and without fault. So if something’s not perfect, what does that turn it out to be? You got it – bullshit.

So basically, life’s is about wadding knee deep in fecal matter with nose plugs.

28:06:42:12

October 6, 2004

Finally picked up the Donnie Darko Soundtrack today. I ordered it from Round Again Records [church] from Brett [God]. I love the cover of the Tears for Fears song Mad World [large part of the reason I bought the soundtrack] in the movie and to my pleasant surprise there’s an alternate version of the song that’s nearly as good. Basically it’s got drums and a bass line added to it.

So that’s the good part of my day, I was free from work today because I’m sick as a dog. I went to Round Again hoping that the fresh air would clear up my plugged nose and cough, but, nay, no such luck. But as I was walking I came across quite the revelation, one that I’ll have to discuss with Rube in length. Or perhaps not, he may not want to hear it.

His girlfriend really, really reminds me of my ex – [baletted!]. I couldn’t quite put my finger on what she reminded me off, but lately that’s been on the tip of my brain and today it leapt in front of my thoughts. I hope he doesn’t get fucked up over this, but I have a very bad felling that he will, I don’t think it will end well. The parallels are astronomical.

Speaking literally I’ve got to say, a little late, Kerry [idiot he is] PWNED Bush in the debate. As much as I try not to get consumed by American politics, you have to realize that America’s influence in and on Canada is quite extensive. Which is shameful, but true. For real Canadian content all we’ve got is the CBC. All of our other networks are chalk full of American programming and American inspired programming. NOT to say I don’t love the Simpsons or Futurama, but. You know.

Ah well. Back to Microsoft Word and the script I’m working on.